The Girl He Liked ( PART 1 )”She comes into a dream “

           A Fictional Medical LOVE STORY

This is a 3-part fictional medical love story between a boy and a girl that begins too soon and ends well. (Narration of the story - By Boy)

Here it goes

           '' A long-lasting love - A desperate moment to connect with her ''

Well, I'll gladly say that it began two years back, when I first saw her, you know that tiny little spark that just hits and you don't feel much, neither did I .....................

It went on for a few months, only seeing her, secretly hating her and her friends that she surrounds with, enjoying every bit of moment only for rebound to happen sooner or later.

Finally holding up some strong emotions and never actually letting it go

And I think the rebound struck 2 years later, late in November, when she comes in your Dream and 

SHOUTS AT YOU WITH TEARS IN HER EYES

 '' WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVED ME? ''

NOW I'M STUNNED 

I TOLD HER ''YES, I DO'' I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I NEVER KNEW

I wake up in the middle of the night and check the clock, its 2 in the morning.

The questions start to ponder, why did that happen? what am I supposed to do right now? should I tell her that I like her? Why was she troubled? Ohhh God the desperation is killing me right now.

Now you see that dream was a spoiler and just like it came, it swept in the course of my time from here. The emotions were high and all I do the next day, waking up and remembering the entire dream, I keep thinking about her, wondering should I text her? or shall I just ignore and move on? What if it was the Universe communicating? and I look at all the endless possibilities through my mind.

I always expected so much of her, and I never knew. I now look at her as a different person, different women, 

THE GODDESS OF MY LIFE AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVERYTHING FELT PERFECT.

Now all I can do throughout my classes is look at her, 

Her Dress, those Spectacles, those tiny little eyes, small cheeks and that beautiful smile......................

Now I only ever heard those feelings or saw those in the movies and read on novels, but for the first time I could feel it or experience it for myself.

We were at Medicine postings the next day and I never listened to a word the professor said, because I was busy looking at her and my life was going in slow motion.

It's so true, that when you know it's her, our mind pictures her to be the perfect women, never accepting the faults of any kind. It appears that way because, no matter what she does, it's always perfect. The dress she wore, tiny little earrings, the watch on her hands, those white fingers and a ponytailed smooth hair. Really, she was the dream girl and she's just there and I'm here with rising heartbeat, couldn't do a thing.

The next thing I'm thinking is to get her number. I got it from a friend and to make sure that the number is hers, I had to crosscheck it with phonepe. Phonepe never lies. And it was hers after all..........

Now the third internals were over, and we were all preparing for our final exams and slowly as time passed along with friends and family, the moment was dim. But it was still there, only to grow as a big wildfire, and I was trying hard to suppress my emotions.

I never told her, because I had my reasons

1) I always made it worse - I just thought that staying away as an unknown batchmate was better than complicating things up.

2)Fear - Whenever it came to a conversation with a girl, I always ended up being a stupid at the end.

Now I feared spoiling my relationship with her and looking stupid. The same fear kept me from telling her how I feel, and that fear suppressed emotions and I would go to sleep. Since I never made an attempt, it was already broken with fear '' WHAT IF THINGS GO WRONG'' ?

I never asked myself '' What if it all works out in the end ''

'' Now my mind or in fact everyone's mind thinks of all the possible things that could go wrong that it never makes an attempt to imagine asking what if it all works out in the end ''

Now I could only Imagine it myself, so I used to lie there on the bed, going to sleep and closing my eyes and imagining of all the possible outcomes. This went on for a while, what if she slaps me in the face? What if it's in public? What if she tells her parents? What if I get rejected?

So, I thought it's time for some positive thinking,

What if she was waiting for me making the first move? What if she loves me so much? What if she says yes and introduces to her parents? What if What if What if.............................

''This went on for a while, until the final exam started.

She was sitting one bench ahead of me and at times I used to stop writing to just look at her once and resumed again. You see, when you fall in love so deep with this person, that you just want to spend hours and hours just to look at her, and I wish I just have to keep staring at her and time could pass unnoticed without me getting bored.

I WANTED TO SIT INFRONT OF HER, OPPOSITE TO EACH OTHER AND LOOK AT HER, THOSE TINY LITTLE EYES FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

Exams go by and I lie there at every exam to see her and that would preferably make my day.

Now a little bit about myself

When I am high on emotions, I do stupid things that I regret later on. 

I messaged her on WhatsApp for the first time

'' Hey, could you send me the photos of CML and other peripheral smears for my pathology record?''

Lucky for me SHE SENT and Unlucky for me SHE BLOCKED MY NUMBER

I guess the mistake was that I never mentioned my name or say that I am your friend from the same batch, and I had no DP at that time as well and like I said I do stupid things unintentionally.

Now that theory exams were over, and practicals began and everything was going on fine, until it was Microbiology practical, and she comes in front of me........

OHH MY GOD '' THERE SHE IS! BEAUTIFUL, MY HEARTBEAT THUMPING, THE GODESS OF MY LIFE AND I FELT SO HAPPY JUST TO LOOK AT HER AGAIN AND AGAIN. NOW THIS TIME I KNEW '' I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HER''

Now the best part of this story is, we haven't even spoken once.

''I always see that the best relationships often begin as a friend and then best friends and close friends followed by besties and dating for 1-4 years and finally you know that he or she is the one. But this was entirely different. Even though I never spoke to her, my heart spoke of her for me. It always whispered in my ear every day that

 ''YOU ARE NEVER GONNA GET ANOTHER GIRL BETTER THAN HER, SHE IS YOUR GODESS, SIMPLE LIVING, CLEAN AND NEAT, HARDWORKER, RESPECTS HER PARENTS, SO NEVER LOSE HER AT ANY COST.

How can you expect so much from a girl you don't even know or haven't spoken to?

Now that is the beginning of an interesting relationship.

So that was the part 1 of this story. What will happen now?

Will he tell her how he feels? Will he keep quiet about it? Will she say yes? Or does he get hurt?

Read it in the next blog and stay tuned.

Please share your views about the blog and about my writing in the comment section. Your suggestion matters

Thanking you; ABHISHEK GHOOLI

                            3RD MBBS BMCRI